so ya, man, i love having family over, i dont know, sometihng about it just like makes it so sweet, especially when we play games :) even though we didnt do that :( wah. but come xmas, i know we will! so im suppose to go to bens house tomorw night for a game night, BUT it turns out ben isnt gonna be there, so im probly not gonna go (fool) :) plus ive got other plans to hang out with tony and other people back from college for his bday. we'll probly see the sacred pic movie or whatever that new jack black movie is hahah jack black is tight though! yeeea! everyone probly knows this, so i guess itll just be a good reminder :) well basically God blesses you for the good things you do to honor him. and it feels good! its really nice, but basically ive noticed....actually ive noticed for a while, but ive just never said it flat out, that when i screw up or whatever, i tend to have a more crappy day! its just how it is with me. so you may think that it may be worth flat out sinning and realizing it, but trust me, the blessing is better then all the sin put together. i dont know, its hard, but prayers make the world go round :) | 
